Tuesday, May 31, 2016

I Didn't Know It Hurt

There's a saying that goes what goes around,comes around.Somebody should have imagined how i felt when i found that she was communicating with 'my boyfriend'(my X now) behind my back.She should have put herself in my shoes and felt how i felt when i read the messages she was sending back and forth with the so called boyfriend.
She told me that somebody told her that i wrote about her in my blog,but didn't tell me who.She did that after our conversation through sms-ing:

''Ao! my friend,so i had thought when you put that PICTURE of me and you in your blog,you cared about me,kante you wrote stuff about me?''

''It's not that i don't care.I write everything that i go through in my life at my blog.That was one of those things i had to write about.''

''But that really hurt me.To find out that you wrote that about me.''

''How do you think i felt when i found out that you were communicating with Smarh(the guy's name that he uses in music industry)? I was so shocked to even ask you about it.So you didn't know that your phone was auto-archiving? I found out all the messages you were sending to him,and the ones he was sending to you.How du think i felt?''

''Well,it's okay''

''Yeah..it's okay.Coz i found out Smarh is just a good-for-nothing-murthaf...!
That's why i chose to remain your friend.Thats why i chose you over him.To me you'll always be that kinda friend,but i'll never allow you anywhere near anyone i'll ever date!''

Did i tell you that when P.S was here she kept on sending me messages,asking me to update her on how it's going with P.S. But like i said i knew my boundries where she was concerned.I never told her anything! She wanted to know a lot of stuff.Stuff that i can't even write here due to my devoted respect for Perfect Stranger.

Well..last week she asked for my blog address,i told her to go check out my eDumela profile.I gues she did,and she's gonna read this.Lets wait and see if she's gonna confront me about it or leave any comment coz i gues she visits my blog everytime now.
The story i wrote is HERE for you to read.

So it does hurt ehh?...well..i didn't know.I had thought some people never get hurt,no matter how much they hurt others.

Aaaaaggg! I'm not even supposed to spoil my month as it's my birthday next week monday.Well...i'm still overwhelmed with what P.S got for my birthday.I was supposed to open it on 18th June,but i gues i just couldn't wait.Well i even needed to open the present at Khama Rhino coz what i got was A DIGITAL CAMERA!,which is the one i used to take the pictures.

To Perfect Stranger....I donno if saying ''thank you very much'' will be enough.To me,it doesn't sound enough...i'm...i'm really grateful.It's like you knew how much i wanted that kinda camera.I'll see you later...

7 comments:

Admin UD said...

Wow, dat dude's really a Perfect Stranger, gettn yu a digicam for present...good

As for ya friend, da girl, She messed up but the whole blame should be placed on ya own guy, abi ex, who also fucked up.

Just be strong babes and hang in there. That special one's on his way, by Gods grace or has he already come? Only time will tell.

Do have a nice day and can i get some of the pics you took at da resort, the 25+ ones...'wink wink'

1l said...

To say 'Thankyou very much' is more than enough. Thankyou for showing me the eyes of a child...............

Jayn Sean said...

@Ugo...finally! I had thought you were gonna get lost finding my house coz you been gone for ages.

Yah..time will tell.

As for the 25+ pics,you know P.S put them up in my memo stick and then to open them i'll have to logg in with a password.Now he has flown to the U.K with the password.I'll ask for it then maybe send you one or two...kai! P.S is selfish o!,he doesn't want others to see some 'things'.

Anyway,you are 24..so those are 25+ pics.Promise by the time you turn 25 they'll still be here for you to see..*wink*..lol

@P.S..you know what i would've done to you if you were here-for just saying that.XXX

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Jayn Sean said...

@Sword...you see,these are the kinda comments you'll only get to hear at high school level.One X running behind the other to see how the other is doing,who they are dating! Edwin,get a life!,for God's sakes you got balls!,please show some sense.
You had your chance,and you blew it up.Now it's somebody's turn,you got a problem with that?

You are not gonna mess my blog,you are not even gonna mess my month,and most definitely not my day!

F.Y.I...He aint a BOER,and i don't need a FACIAL,coz i don't do MAKE-UP!

Anonymous said...

"New love" can be so nice, so demanding, so rewarding, so ...It can be a whole lot of things BUT it's not necessarily true love. But hey, Enjoy it while it lasts. I like your attitude of going all out and giving everything for love. The danger is when things go bad they get REAL sour and takes quite sometime getting over it! Again, you go girl, fantasy life for some of us!!!

Jayn Sean said...

@Anony...for now i dont think its a good idea to bring 'when things go bad' part of the whole thing abih? Right now everything's fine,and i want to enjoy every minute of it while it last like you say.As for getting over the sour part-i passed that road before,so i'll know exactly what to do when i get to the bridge.

Thanx..