Tuesday, May 31, 2016

Fighting For An Innocent Soul...continues

The silence that occupied the room was sooo deafening! I could only hear Tia's sobs.It seemed like we were the only living souls on earth,enclosed in a little room where no one was ever gonna find us.

Tia's crying was starting to get to me,coz i didn't know what could be wrong in being pregnant.Especially that she was working and that it could only take a very gentle man to get in between Tia's legs to even get her pregnant.

I've always admired Tia's bold side.I wished at times that i was like her.She knew the true meanings of yes and no,(not that i didn't),but just that i wished i had this part of her that could make her grab a man by the balls and squeeze all the sperms out.Sometimes i felt safe with her.When we walked around campus(when we were still staying inside the university) and we saw a group of guys,all of them would have to find a place to run to when they saw us coming.She couldn't control what was gonna come outta her mouth.I donno...i wished i was more like her,sometimes i hate the sweet side of me.

''I should've listened to you Jay''...she said,still sobbing.

''what du mean?''

''i really can't keep this baby''

''Ha! you? not keeping this baby?''

''Jane please don't do that to me''

''Just get rid of it and you'll see what i'll do.So you wanna go to jail ehh?''

She raised her head to look at me.For the first time since i gotten into her house.''You are not gonna do that are you?''

''Try me..you'll see.What's wrong with keeping this baby anyway? I'm so overwhelmed like this and you want to spoil it for me? Ha! just try me wena...'', i asked her as i poured myself another glass of my favourite coca-cola coke.

Tia stood up slowly and walked to the kitchen where she switched on the coffee maker.''When you told me to watch out how i went about with the flings i was having,i never really took you serious you know Jay?'',she said this while taking out a coffee mug outta the drawer.
''To tell the truth i tried another fling-''

''Tia!'' i almost spilt the drink on my lap.

''Jay please,i know....''

''No you donno! Why the hell....oh no..!''

She came back and occupied her seat again.Cupping the mug with both hands to keep warm,tears started rolling down her cheeks.I just left her to cry all her lungs out.But i wished with all my heart that she could start talking.And tell me why she can't keep that baby.After what looked like forever...

''He's married Jane..!''

''Whaaaaaat?''..i felt my underwear getting wet.Shaking,i struggled to put the glass on the table.Quickly i ran to the bathroom.My period had started....

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

Looking at everything going wrong, very wrong. Who am I to judge, NO,its just a perfect serene paradisic enterprise. Proverbial writing on the wall, 1 Chance. Cherish it, nature it. They are few between the fingers, they slip so easily. A life so fragile, yet rock hard. A divine source of happiness, an estuary of peace. Conceived at the wrong hands, seed sawn by a ripper. Yet, so innocent I could touch innocence on open space. A green meadow of Pride, no other word can I speak of it. Pride, you gonna make Tia have that baby.

Nice background pics.

Unknown said...

hmm...that is a tough decision. Why doesn't she want to keep the baby? Is it fear or finances?


Girl, where are you based? I know it is not in Naija because we do not say winter... :P

You used that word wena, and i have heard that word mostly from friends from the southern region of africa. Are you from there? (Yes, i am a nosy girl o!!)

Jayn Sean said...

@Pamela...i was gonna say go check out my profile,then i remembered i haven't checked yours too.I'm in Botswana,yes southern Africa.

If you guys dont say winter,what du say?

Well...she didn't wanna keep the baby coz the guy responsible was a married man..look forward to the ending part..

Unknown said...

We say harmattan season!! That is our coldest season. :)

The guy being married is not a good excuse...sorry o!!!There has to be more to the story. Many women give birth to kids whose fathers are married. That is not a new thing....

pammy

Jayn Sean said...

@Pam...oooh hamattan season you said? Okay.

...of course there is more to the story...

Admin UD said...

The story is getting moer and more interesting...no further comment!

Unknown said...

We are waiting ooooooo!!!
:P

pammy

diary of a G said...

wow, he's married?
no further comment

Jayn Sean said...

@Ugo...watch this space..

@Pammy...patience now..!

@D.O.G...he's married alright!