Tia: So what are you gonna do Jay?
Me: About what?
Tia: About this situation?
Me: Is there anything i can do?
Tia: Thought so.
Me: Like what?
Tia: Tell him how you feel.
Me: He knows.
Tia: Tell him some more
Me: Will that change anything?
Tia: Maybe
Me: No...i know that guy. When his mind is made up, there's no going back.
Tia: So crying is your best option?
Me: Am through with that. He told me to cry. Maybe he knew I was going to. Now I’ve cried my heart out. It feels good. It feels much better.
Silence.
Tia: But you love him Jaybabe!
Me: Yah I know. Everybody knows. My mum knows. The kids know. And most of all…he knows.
Tia: I don’t like you like this you know Jay?
Me: It’ll come to pass, don’t worry.
Tia: But you hurting!
Me: It’ll be fine….I’ll be fine.
Tia: What’s the real issue kante?
Me: Problem is, he says I’m too possessive, just because I asked why he didn’t send anything. That’s kind of like caging him. Like he’s prone to send. But I was just asking for the sake of it, you know?
Tia: (still reading the email I printed to show her) so that’s the only reason why he’s choosing to do this?
Me: Yeah…
Tia: Oooooooh! P.S you are hurting my friend oooo! Mxem!....what did you say to this?
Me: I obliged. Maybe it’s for the best. I know I’m possessive. I was born like that. I can’t change it.
Tia:….eish..Jaybabe..i..i just donno what to say you know?..
Me: Don’t say anything girl..I’ll be fine.
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A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re PRETENDING to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is that person who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we’re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we’ve found the right person. Where is that person right now?
I have the feeling that I came here earlier this week and since your comment moderation thing, cannot help me...I don't knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
Anyhoos......
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Take care,
Pammy
dat red wan blind my eyes-+
Psalm 23
The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. THOU PREPAREST A TABLE BEFORE ME IN THE PRESENCE OF MINE ENEMIES: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. SURELY GOODNESS AND MERCY SHALL FOLLOW ME ALL THE DAYS OF MY LIFE: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.
Told you! That Mo-Fu was gonna dump you!! He is no way better than me in any way!!!
take it easy....you'll overcome it, but i still hope he changes his mind....(if it was real)
Babe take it easy oh.....
Heart break is a bitch..,.
i have those knid of converstions in my head as well. i guess we all do.
cheer up,
one day u'll forget the awkwardness
or it wont mean that much to you
i was gonna leave a comment again cos I didn't see the one from before but I realised its the moderation thingy so I didn't bother to leave another or did I?
I havn't posted or commented on anyones blog. The University is off net for almost a month now.
When i try the cafe. the net is so slow 4 blogging.
I miss blogville , but I will be back soon babe.
@P.S..Thanx for deleting the first comment. If it meant that much to you.
But then i can't remember how i've a bad girl. At least since i knew you...
@Anonymous...Edwin..he hasnt left me. This is just one of those things. It shall come to pass.
Amen to psalm 23 ooo!
@Pammy..thank you for the enlightenment. Will go try that.But i still hope you understand why i can't take the comment moderation out. Anonymous is here and still wants to leave his stinckin shit on my page. I don't want that.
@Sparkle..i can see the ear prblem you had sometime ago now has affected your sight too oo! Can i organise them specs for you? LOL...nice seeing you around girl.
@Obiwanne...he'll definitely have to change his mind. And the sooner the better. He has to understand that i was brn a woman. I can't change how i am. The only thing i think i can do to stop acting so possessive towards him, is only if he can ask me to stop loving him...which i doubt he can do. Other wise i'm always gonna feel this way about and towards him. He knows...Thanx for stopping by...
@Afrobabe..thanx girl. It really is a bitch!
@Ozaveshe...There'll never be anything to forget. And everything in this union means the world to me. It means everything. It always will. Hope you overstand...and thanx for stopping by..
@DOG..haven't heard anything from you in a while now....
@Gerald..i still understand son. We miss you here too. It will be back soonest and you'll be able to give all that gist...**wink**
All excuses. If he loves you, he will stay even if you are possesive or not. You'll get "the One" dont worry thats if this one doesnt work out eventually
Hope u're doing well
It's his own loss. Take care of urself dearie.
Thought so too...
The comment was deleted coz it gave too much info.....Didnt know you had a God son!.. Emails were like the the Letters from Vincent van Gogh to his brother Theo
@Supergirl..it has to work out oo!
Thanx for stopping by..will be by your soonest.
@Sparkle..i'm getting there babe..
@Lurlar..i will girl. Thanx.
hmmmmmmm
I feel 4 ya
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