And The Rain Came Down In Showers...!

The bridal shower/kitchen party they threw for me was something different. It was different from all those outings i used to attend. Its was fit for somebody who now looks at life in a different way. There was no alcohol drinking, no dancing like mad people, no men to mingle with, strictly ladies, colleagues, church mates and two cousins. No braai and no DJ's, just a perfect night for a perfect woman who'll now be turned into a perfect wife. It was really romantic! Exactly what i wanted.

There were no stupid questions asked, like ''how did you two meet?'', ''how did he propose?'', ''how is he in bed?'', stupid things like that. We talked a lot about the kitchen, about what i should have in my handbag, how to use all those cosmetics(though i'm not the kinda person to use them), i didnt even know that a handbag is held in a certain way, i didn't know that there are different types of mascaras, shu!, i learnt a lot that night. But the thing is, i don't really have time for the mirror, i don't like applying make-up. That's my problem. But i listened anyways...


Looked like Barbie doll...lol..

Strike a pose!


They all listened as i told them how God saved me from the world.

i still remembered how to get down, it was for the last time though...lol...

Out of all the presents they bought me, i loved this one the most. My new house will look radiant!

Who?...Jaybabe?...YES!!!...

When he asked me that at first i thought it was just a joke. But when i looked deep into his eyes i saw that he wasn't jokin'. So i stopped laughin' too and simply said...YES!

Finally...Blogvillagers...Jaybabe is getting married!


. Wait till you see the finished product. Simple, cheap, but exactly what i liked.

**whispers**...i'm scared!

The Beginning Of The End

It's been one hell of a roller-coaster. A wonderful life i have lived. Most of which i now regret. But its in the past now. And it should stay right there. In the past. Mistakes are meant to make us right? Not break us. So i've been made anew.

-No more partying, clubbing,going out.
-No more spree drinking with colleagues, friends, cousins.
-No more talking dirty talk.
-No more sitting at home, watching nothing on t.v.
-No more doing what i used to do.
-No more making decisions on my own.
-No more thinking that everything is all about me.
-I am done!

Blogville!, am moving now, moving to where i should have been all this time, moving to where God had always wanted me to be. I've learnt more than i've ever thought i'll learn. That everything i see around me is nothing! Nothing at all! I've learnt that i don't control my life, that somebody else does. It's only now that i realise why i had to go through all that i went through. And i'm grateful. Because now i know. I know why?

Everybody is disappoined that i dont associate with them, the way i used to. Well i dont blame them. Because I know why. It shall be well with them, because they'll also come to know why. Thank you everyone. Thank you for being there when i needed you most. Take care and God bless!